There's nothing right. Just everything wrong. The story goes on and on , and here we go again.
It's like . being in this situation is an usual thing. It's like waking up in the morning ( in schooldays ) and knowing you have to go at school. Obvious, you don't want to end up doing that, but you just have to . There are some things that you can guess from the beginning .
I;m always right. I guess i should trust my instincts every time ; but 'my heart' does not want to allow what my brain says .
king.
I think you still love me, but we can't escape the fact that I'm not enough for you. I knew this was going to happen. So I'm not blaming you for falling in love with another woman. I'm not angry, either. I should be, but I'm not. I just feel pain. A lot of pain. I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but I was wrong.
cuz beautiful memories can't be undone
You cant understand how hard it is to say no when he asks for you back. Unless you’ve been in love before, you have no idea at all how hard it is, no matter how much he has fucked you over, hurt you or messed you up. When you in love you will look past every single bad thing in him , you will do anything to have him back in your life, and no matter how strong you think you are, and how you tell everyone you would never let someone back into your life who has treated you like shit, love changes everything. Love makes you weak and vulnerable, it changes what you believe in , how you act, everything .and no matter what he has done, you would still do anything for him. So don’t you dare judge someone for going back to him because if you have never loved before, you really just don’t understand .
bulshit
I make mistakes. I have regrets. I hate being alone.
I'm always late. I hate school. I never call anyone back.
I don't like being wrong. I'm a huge procrastinator.
I act like I'm a lot tougher than I am. I hate being ignored.
I cry. I'm shy. I get annoyed by people too easily. I have enemies.
I can't sing. I have horrible balance. I laugh really obnoxiously.
I can't trust anyone with my life. Many things just seem to get to me.
I'm not perfect. But the beauty of it all is that I don't care.
Put a smile on my face, its just another day.
Rehearse my "I'm fine", its just another lie.
Paint the perfect picture, they all think they want to be me. If only they knew...
Just because I am younger, more immature, miss being a kid, likes to dance around in the rain,
squeals like a girl, has never been in a relationship, still believes that 99.99% of the world is good,
can’t eat without making a mess, bruises easily, cries a lot, throw tantrums, can’t hold a grudge, forgives to much,
doesn’t think about it before I open my mouth, haven’t got my heart broken to bits, never lost anyone close, or ever fell in love
does not mean that I am any less than you or that I’m just a young naïve girl. I know more than you think so don’t underestimate me.
You talk like that to every single girl. I was so stupid, why
did I think I was anything special to you? Obviously I wasn’t but
I can’t believe I wasted my precious time on you. I wish I could have realized earlier.
xo.
I'm always late. I hate school. I never call anyone back.
I don't like being wrong. I'm a huge procrastinator.
I act like I'm a lot tougher than I am. I hate being ignored.
I cry. I'm shy. I get annoyed by people too easily. I have enemies.
I can't sing. I have horrible balance. I laugh really obnoxiously.
I can't trust anyone with my life. Many things just seem to get to me.
I'm not perfect. But the beauty of it all is that I don't care.
Put a smile on my face, its just another day.
Rehearse my "I'm fine", its just another lie.
Paint the perfect picture, they all think they want to be me. If only they knew...
Just because I am younger, more immature, miss being a kid, likes to dance around in the rain,
squeals like a girl, has never been in a relationship, still believes that 99.99% of the world is good,
can’t eat without making a mess, bruises easily, cries a lot, throw tantrums, can’t hold a grudge, forgives to much,
doesn’t think about it before I open my mouth, haven’t got my heart broken to bits, never lost anyone close, or ever fell in love
does not mean that I am any less than you or that I’m just a young naïve girl. I know more than you think so don’t underestimate me.
You talk like that to every single girl. I was so stupid, why
did I think I was anything special to you? Obviously I wasn’t but
I can’t believe I wasted my precious time on you. I wish I could have realized earlier.
xo.
Lies.
Lie 1: There is only the present and nothing to remember.
Lie 2: Time is a straight line.
Lie 3: The difference between the past and the futures is that one has happened while the other has not.
Lie 4: We can only be in one place at a time.
Lie 5: Any proposition that contains the word 'finite' (the world, the universe, experience, ourselves...)
Lie 6: Reality as something which can be agreed upon.
Lie 7: Reality is truth.
Lie 8: I don't miss you & I don't love you.
Lie 2: Time is a straight line.
Lie 3: The difference between the past and the futures is that one has happened while the other has not.
Lie 4: We can only be in one place at a time.
Lie 5: Any proposition that contains the word 'finite' (the world, the universe, experience, ourselves...)
Lie 6: Reality as something which can be agreed upon.
Lie 7: Reality is truth.
Lie 8: I don't miss you & I don't love you.
And I need you, I'm sorry. - thoughts
*It's been quite awhile. I must say i miss out friendship.I miss you,but what i really miss the most is not just you or us ,but how it was .
1.I think what i need more than anything else in the world is to be told ( just once ) that a friend doesn't
know what they would do without me .
2.You keep teeling me to get my like together . You're the one that made it fall apart .
3.Why do we are like 2 strangers ? When i know you remember every moment we spent together .
4.At times like this , i wish i could read your mind . At least then i'll know if i'm just wasting my time.
5.Holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back .
6.Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.
I guess it hurts so much when they're gone because you spent every waking moment with them.And it's almost as if you forget how to live without them.
1.I think what i need more than anything else in the world is to be told ( just once ) that a friend doesn't
know what they would do without me .
2.You keep teeling me to get my like together . You're the one that made it fall apart .
3.Why do we are like 2 strangers ? When i know you remember every moment we spent together .
4.At times like this , i wish i could read your mind . At least then i'll know if i'm just wasting my time.
5.Holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back .
6.Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.
I guess it hurts so much when they're gone because you spent every waking moment with them.And it's almost as if you forget how to live without them.
sadness
there's comes a point in every relationship where the damage is too much and no matter how good it was once , the memories can't sustain you . you have to 'save ' yourself, knowing all the while that it will hurt like hell . Just because you can't keep giving someone everything if you get nothing in return .
i know, it's hard to be apart from the person you care about .
It always takes two. For relationships to work, for them to break apart, for them to be fixed. i tried . have you ? no. 'cause now you're the one that moved on .
i know, it's hard to be apart from the person you care about .
It always takes two. For relationships to work, for them to break apart, for them to be fixed. i tried . have you ? no. 'cause now you're the one that moved on .
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