it all started 2years ago. I've waited so much for this .
You know.. when you want something you can't have and you split your mind in so many pieces just to think how it would've been . And after a time,after you do things to forget that you want it, there it is. Right in front of your face. You're happy, you're thinking it would last forever .. just because it is a perfect thing,a beautiful thing and beautiful things never die or end.. but over time ,that perfection is gone.you screw up something so beautiful and important for you.It hurts-a lot, so much more than you thought it would;just think of the pain of accepting it every-fucking-day,every-fucking moment.. it's a never ending pain.
But ,look, i can't say i don't want anymore. It's not about that.If i loved you without knowing you so well, i love you even more after being with you.
hope dies last.I know it won't end soon,i can feel it.And i know you still love me, maybe a little,maybe a little more.
this is all i know.
