waste of time ?part I
I always say that nothing matters or "does it matter?"
Now I realised that everything matters. Every fucking drop of rain, every ray of sunlight, every wisp of cloud matters. And they matter because I can see them and if I can see them, then they can see me and I know that there's an entire world that cares out there, hiding behind a world that doesn't, afraid to show who it really is and with or without you, I will drag that world out of the dirt and the blood and the muck until we live in it. Until we all live in it.
My point is, there are a lot of people in the world. No one ever sees everything the same way you do; it just doesn't happen. So when you find one person who gets a couple of things, especially if they're important ones, you might as well hold on to them. You know?
Maybe that’s just growing up. When you’re young, you tell yourself things like "Well, if it didn’t work out, it wasn’t meant to be" as if that actually meant something, just because it sounds like it does. But people are rare perfect unique things, and just because everyone really does live a life full of farewells doesn’t mean you shouldn’t at least realize what it really means to say goodbye to something that meant everything. Just because you will survive and get over it doesn’t mean you should let it go.
What they say is, life goes on and that is mostly true. The mail is delivered and the Christmas lights go up and down from the houses and the ladders get put away and you open yet another box of cereal. In time, the volume of my feelings would be turned down in gentle increments to near quiet, and yet the record would still spin, always spin.
40.
1. Sun can make me happier than snow any day.
2. I love butter.
3. I get scared when I think of the future.
4. I love my friends so much and miss them when they're are not there.
5. I'm indifferent.
6. I get jealous when I shouldn't
7. I love the sound of rain on my window.
8. Sometimes I feel bad that I don't mind that my parents split up.
9. I love our silly little arguements and fights.
10. I could sleep all day long.
11. I wish I could drive.
12. Sometimes I feel like i'm not making the most of my life.
13. I wish I could sing .
14. I want to go to America someday.
15. I love the Twilight series - Yes i'm one of those people.
16. I love long car journeys.
17. As long as I have music i'm happy.
18. If I see someone I care about crying I will start to cry too.
19. I wish I could re-live last summer.
20. I remember everything you say to me.
21. I love my bed.
22. As much as I hate school sometimes, I will be sad when it's over.
23. Me & my best friends have way too many inside jokes.
24. Sometimes I think that my parents aren't proud of me.
25. I can't wait to turn eighteen.
26. I always wonder what I did before I met you.
27. I love to say "no".
28. I love One republic.
29. I love Ian Somerhalder .
30. Talking about old memories is one of my favourite things to do.
31. Sometimes I doubt things that I have believed for years.
32. The plane taking off and landing is the best part of the journey.
33. I actually like aeroplane meals.
34. One of the most depressing things is the fact that I no longer get excited about Christmas.
35. I love walking in the rain.
36. I love this: "It may have been in bits & pieces, but I gave you the best of me"
37. When i'm older I want to own a jet ski, literally the most fun thing ever!
38. I adore black and white photos.
39. I am addicted to deviantart and I hate hi5.
40. I hate rabbits.
2. I love butter.
3. I get scared when I think of the future.
4. I love my friends so much and miss them when they're are not there.
5. I'm indifferent.
6. I get jealous when I shouldn't
7. I love the sound of rain on my window.
8. Sometimes I feel bad that I don't mind that my parents split up.
9. I love our silly little arguements and fights.
10. I could sleep all day long.
11. I wish I could drive.
12. Sometimes I feel like i'm not making the most of my life.
13. I wish I could sing .
14. I want to go to America someday.
15. I love the Twilight series - Yes i'm one of those people.
16. I love long car journeys.
17. As long as I have music i'm happy.
18. If I see someone I care about crying I will start to cry too.
19. I wish I could re-live last summer.
20. I remember everything you say to me.
21. I love my bed.
22. As much as I hate school sometimes, I will be sad when it's over.
23. Me & my best friends have way too many inside jokes.
24. Sometimes I think that my parents aren't proud of me.
25. I can't wait to turn eighteen.
26. I always wonder what I did before I met you.
27. I love to say "no".
28. I love One republic.
29. I love Ian Somerhalder .
30. Talking about old memories is one of my favourite things to do.
31. Sometimes I doubt things that I have believed for years.
32. The plane taking off and landing is the best part of the journey.
33. I actually like aeroplane meals.
34. One of the most depressing things is the fact that I no longer get excited about Christmas.
35. I love walking in the rain.
36. I love this: "It may have been in bits & pieces, but I gave you the best of me"
37. When i'm older I want to own a jet ski, literally the most fun thing ever!
38. I adore black and white photos.
39. I am addicted to deviantart and I hate hi5.
40. I hate rabbits.
waste of time ?part II
Time is against me now 8-)
No matter what circumstances life throws in your direction, you have to believe that you can handle it. It’s really about our perception. There’s no such thing as a bad circumstance. All those things we perceive as bad are actually real growing experience in life. You have to see that everything that happens to you has come into your life for a reason, and we are challenged in life because that’s what life is all about. Life’s about how we deal with those challenges.
and here comes a question : what's the difference between school and life?
I think in school, you’re taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you’re given a test that teaches you a lesson.
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