When I'm not there... do you think of me? When you're sad and something's bothering you... do you wish I were there to help comfort you? When you've had a long hard day... do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me, and everything will seem better, even if it's just for a moment? When you lay down at night... do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me? And when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together? because that's how I think of you...
Just the thought of the days that i'll be with you is enough to get me through the rest of the days . You'll never read this . It's long and boring . It's some kind of letter, a love letter . But this is me . this it's the way i can express myself . By writting this bullshit . all these words that can mean nothing . no-thing . It's just so easy to say some things , and not to mean what you say. i can say i know that feeling. i can call myself a liar . yeah , it's wrong ; but easier . the truth about truth is .. it hurts .. so WE lie . i'm not the only one in this world . i know this too : i can't hide behind this affirmation .. but it's a lot easier to lie and to know that for a moment I won't disappoint you . and i know -again and again - that it's hurts more to find that someone you care about lied to you .
~i can still remember just the way you taste.
~i am here and you are there - one of us is in the wrong place!
and what i have with you is worth it. it is worth every lonely night , every tear i cry from missing you , and the pain i feel from not having you close. it's worth it because you're my one and only . when i picture myself years from now, i see only you . no matter how painful distance can be , not having you in my life would be worse.
